Hello again, Father. THANK YOU for helping me over that dangerously depressed stage, and helping me find some measure of JOY and HOPE again! Although I am still struggling with fear of the Unknown and moments of self-doubt and even wanting this lifetime to be OVER, for the most part I exist upon a plateau of peaceful deliberation, doing Pomodoros
and just trying to keep my chin up and make the best use of my time and resources. I try to get myself to work on Spanish and other resources for this site, but without much positivity (or income, etc) in my life at this time, it is HARD to do anything very creative. I have hope for the future… but not the short-term future. I believe I can possibly turn this website into something I can be proud of… but ONLY if I can find a way to make money WITHOUT having to trade my time for money, working for other people to support myself and my Mate. It takes a LOT of light-hearted energy to create NEW materials, Lord. And I honestly still do not have much light-heartedness to spare — especially to invest in some possible distant future, when the NOW often feels so unfriendly and uncomfortable. PLEASE help us get my Mate’s vehicle back, finish up our things here in this COLD place… and FINALLY start heading south — almost two months LATE!!