Good morning, Father.
THANK YOU for my 3 different audiobook resources (
Audible,
Chirp, and
LibriVox) as well as my music app (
MusicBee), so that I can somewhat cover the constant droning of my dying laptop fan. It is still sooooooo difficult to concentrate on writing and some other forms of work, while there is any type of incessant NOISE! You did not seem to design me to be one of those people who can concentrate better while listening to music. I have always admired that skill that most people seem to possess, lol. Perhaps a lot of my difficulty with noise stems from having my head bashed in when I was 8 years old, but within just the last 5 years or so I have finally been able to turn in a complete circle without getting dizzy enough to fall over — so I KNOW you are still healing my body, not just my mind and heart. THANK YOU, Lord, for the amazing healing on all fronts that you have brought me faithfully through. Please continue the healing — help me to deal more comfortably with NOISE. Right now, my head is hurting, hurting, from trying to ignore the voice in my ear AND the semi-covered (but still persistent) sound of the laptop fan — while still trying to write. It is hard, hard, trying to make sense of my own thoughts, with my head hurting more and more and the confusion mounting. Still, it IS better than it has been, so I have hope. THANK YOU for giving me physical discomfort enough (and hope for healing enough) to help me FORGET the money worries that have plagued me recently. THANK YOU for reminding me that I need to stay light, to keep a playful attitude toward my work, and have FUN creating FUN new materials. THANK YOU for reminding me that this is NOT my battle, and all I have to do is TRUST YOU to help me through it. :) Please help me to grow, Lord. Help me to develop the skill of tuning out noise — and please help my head hurt less during the process. Amen.