Lord, I thank you for your awesome, amazing provision! A couple weeks ago I was feeling soooo desperate, willing to work whatever I could get, just in order to pay my bills. Now I can still do my OWN work (website, writings, product lines) as job NUMBER ONE — even if it makes me NO MONEY! I have my Door Dashing which has allowed me to make $451 over several partial days — and it INVIGORATES me rather than DRAINING me like working in home health care does!! It kinda seems like a video game on wheels that I get PAID for… and I get to see all kinds of new neighborhoods and places… and I come home still feeling FRESH and like I could do my OWN work next…!! Door Dash as “JOB NUMBER TWO” has a potential of making me at LEAST $100/day EVERY day I work just a PARTIAL day, like from 11am to 5pm. I could potentially make well over $3000/month JUST from Door Dashing. AND I can do it in ANY state… WOOT!!! AND I get paid directly to my card, IMMEDIATELY… NO waiting a few days or up to three weeks!!! But of course, there are snow days and days that I just do not want to drive. So there is “JOB NUMBER THREE” which I haven’t officially started yet — BUT I’ve signed a contract with Study.com to write as many or as few SCIENCE LESSONS as I would like, at $80/each (1000 to 2000 words each). And then there is “job number four” which is the home health care or “direct care” work… which I REALLY would rather do ONLY at night, BUT I don’t know if that is possible. At the very least, I can make $85/week (after taxes) to sleep at one house, one night… and working 48 hour weeks would give me over $3000/month after taxes (but that drained me out when I did even 1 or 2 of those weeks, at a MUCH easier house and mostly nights!!).
Lord, I ask you to help me stay HUMBLE and TEACHABLE tomorrow morning when I do TRAINING with the home manager, after I awake from my paid sleep in “her” house, being there in case her clients need help during the night. Lord, I want to GIVE to people — but I honestly do not see how I have anything to GIVE at this house. Everyone seems to think I will be “good for” or “good with” the one client… but I just don’t see it. I am willing to TRY, to keep the door open to see what YOU do with it, Lord. And once again I put it into YOUR capable Hands. You have already provided everything I need. I trust you completely. Amen.